Woke up screaming last night. It's been a long time since these night terrors last happened - last December. And here it is, the end of November. Is there something about Christmas that gives me these terrifying nightmares?
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Digvijay
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Come to India. Look up ishafoundation.org. You will find a way.
I just wanted to say that I am really enjoying (if that's really what one can say about a depression blog)this blog of yours. I too struggle with depression and have so for years. I cannot seem to find any anti-depressants that work and am thinking of giving SJW a try since you seem to be having some luck with it. Keep it up.
Happy Holidays! My name is Lisa Hope and I am the assistant editor of Disorder.org. I am contacting you today in hopes of developing a relationship with your website; we have seen your site and think your content is great. Disorder.org is an online gateway for people to find information regarding disorder diagnosis, symptoms, and treatment -- and is continually adding content.
I hope you show some interest in building relationship, please contact me at lisa.disorder.org@gmail.com.
Have you guys seen the movie To Save a Life trailer? It looks pretty incredible - going to be a great film on preventing teen suicide. http://tosavealifemovie.com/
Take on a good depression treatment in a well established depression treatment centre that suits you. That can help you get out of such mental illness.
I truly relate to your depression symptoms. I have a very hard time going to sleep and my pyschiatrist has me on Ambien CR and Ambien. I think I am addicted to this sleep medication and am troubled by the side effects of loss of memory, shaking and fogginess. If you can relate to this maybe we can talk to each other about this. Hope your depression is improving.
Depression is being lonely in a crowded room. Depression is feeling sad and not knowing why, its not being able to sleep, waking up in the morning not being able to move, giving up your life out of no choice, crying for no reason, making a demon appear in your head. Listen to its horrid world. Depression makes your life spin in circles not knowing what path to take. It's the dead end of a road. It's the coffee black peice in your soul. Depression wont rest till the end of time. It will never let it forget you, it will eat your soul, mind and heart. Try to run as you will, depression will take your life. Drag you one foot at a time into hell. It's the suicide you wish you could have just to end the pain. Depression is pity when you hate others sympathy. Depression is self hatred, sadness, anger, darkness, deadly, lonely, sorrowing, regreting, perpetual, and killing. But most of all depression is giving up your dreams to be stuck in the enternal force of demonic gravity. Depression is a world. Depression is my life.
You are definitely working through something during your sleep. I hope it doesn't get worse. I hope you come back soon because just reading the last comment before this one makes me see... the difference between this and that is all I'll say. You are different, you are trying to find the light and share it because you have an inherent gift of communication. You seem to be one of those people who is just too sensitive and too gentle, like you were born with your psychic nerve endings all exposed, and harsh conditions of some kind have debilitated your shell-less self. But you have never displayed an evil side on this blog. No "blood on the walls" kind of stuff. Even in your darkness you are trying to share positive things in your way and it sucks that we can't read your other work. I hope you are still there. Yours is the blog that needs a happy ending. For all of us readers as well as you.
Oh. ALso. This year has, astrologically, been a wicked one for many. I know this won't make sense to most but Saturn is in Virgo and has been since around the beginning of last year. Virgo energy will make one analytical, reclusive, and extra self critical. IT's complicated but it has an impact and it sure knocked me for a loop. It doesn't change anything but I find knowing helps. It's a bit like knowing the weather.
Undertake a great depressive disorders remedy inside a more successful depressive disorders remedy center that best suits you. That will help a person get free from this kind of psychological sickness.
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Come to India. Look up ishafoundation.org.
You will find a way.
I just wanted to say that I am really enjoying (if that's really what one can say about a depression blog)this blog of yours. I too struggle with depression and have so for years. I cannot seem to find any anti-depressants that work and am thinking of giving SJW a try since you seem to be having some luck with it. Keep it up.
Happy Holidays! My name is Lisa Hope and I am the assistant editor of Disorder.org. I am contacting you today in hopes of developing a relationship with your website; we have seen your site and think your content is great. Disorder.org is an online gateway for people to find information regarding disorder diagnosis, symptoms, and treatment -- and is continually adding content.
I hope you show some interest in building relationship, please contact me at lisa.disorder.org@gmail.com.
Have you guys seen the movie To Save a Life trailer? It looks pretty incredible - going to be a great film on preventing teen suicide. http://tosavealifemovie.com/
Take on a good depression treatment in a well established depression treatment centre that suits you. That can help you get out of such mental illness.
I am sorry you got your nightmares back. I hope you are doing fine and the lack of posts in the last months is a good sign :)
I truly relate to your depression symptoms. I have a very hard time going to sleep and my pyschiatrist
has me on Ambien CR and Ambien. I think I am addicted to this sleep medication and am troubled by the side effects of loss of memory, shaking and fogginess. If you can
relate to this maybe we can talk to each other about this. Hope your depression is improving.
It is very ncie
Depression is being lonely in a crowded room. Depression is feeling sad and not knowing why, its not being able to sleep, waking up in the morning not being able to move, giving up your life out of no choice, crying for no reason, making a demon appear in your head. Listen to its horrid world. Depression makes your life spin in circles not knowing what path to take. It's the dead end of a road. It's the coffee black peice in your soul. Depression wont rest till the end of time. It will never let it forget you, it will eat your soul, mind and heart. Try to run as you will, depression will take your life. Drag you one foot at a time into hell. It's the suicide you wish you could have just to end the pain. Depression is pity when you hate others sympathy. Depression is self hatred, sadness, anger, darkness, deadly, lonely, sorrowing, regreting, perpetual, and killing. But most of all depression is giving up your dreams to be stuck in the enternal force of demonic gravity. Depression is a world. Depression is my life.
http://forbiddenregrets.blogspot.com
Jesus, Forbidden.
You are definitely working through something during your sleep. I hope it doesn't get worse. I hope you come back soon because just reading the last comment before this one makes me see... the difference between this and that is all I'll say. You are different, you are trying to find the light and share it because you have an inherent gift of communication. You seem to be one of those people who is just too sensitive and too gentle, like you were born with your psychic nerve endings all exposed, and harsh conditions of some kind have debilitated your shell-less self. But you have never displayed an evil side on this blog. No "blood on the walls" kind of stuff. Even in your darkness you are trying to share positive things in your way and it sucks that we can't read your other work. I hope you are still there. Yours is the blog that needs a happy ending. For all of us readers as well as you.
Oh. ALso. This year has, astrologically, been a wicked one for many. I know this won't make sense to most but Saturn is in Virgo and has been since around the beginning of last year. Virgo energy will make one analytical, reclusive, and extra self critical. IT's complicated but it has an impact and it sure knocked me for a loop. It doesn't change anything but I find knowing helps. It's a bit like knowing the weather.
Just post a hello Ray.
Undertake a great depressive disorders remedy inside a more successful depressive disorders remedy center that best suits you. That will help a person get free from this kind of psychological sickness.
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